I'm bit drunk. Not totally drunk, but bit drunk. It's fine. I think. Zoe got me these nice colorful cocktails and they're very tasty. And gets my head very spinning. Which might actually be a good thing. Maybe. I like Zoe. She's sweet. And she went off to seduce Buffy's or Fluffy's sister. Sunset or something. She is cute, so it's a good pick. Though, I think I prefer guys. But girls are nice too. Anyway...

Brandon's here. And I think he might be a girl. But I'm not sure. He sure doesn't look like a woman, but he could be. Would that make Fluffy lesbian? Or would that mean she has really bad taste? But if Brandon turns out to be male she has good taste. Yes, I know I make no sense, but see the point people! This is really important. I'm not sure what of it is important and I'm not sure what I was talking about but this was... oh, screw it.

I see Lily getting drunk by the bar and that's actually pretty cute. Though, Connor will get annoyed. He's not here to get drunk too. Where is Connor? And where did Tiara go? Is Connor and Tiara together? Is Connor cheating on Lily? What am I supposed to do if it's so? They both are my best friend! Who did I befriend first?

Ok, concentrate Eliza! No one cares with who Connor sleeps or doesn't sleep. Well, maybe except for Lily. She should care. Because they're like in love. And that was besides the point! Concentrate. What did you want to do? Think! Kittens. Nope that wasn't it. Sheep? Definitely not! Oh! Right! Hit on the pretty guy!

He is damn sexy. And seeing closer? Even more sexy. It should be illegal for someone to look this good! Seriously! "Hey! I'm Eliza." I say and smile to him. Now, the main idea is not to lick my lips. Too obviously.

So, we're at this bar now, and I can't remember if we were supposed to come to a bar, I think the plan was crashing some party or something, but then again, I might be wrong, knowing my luck in remembering things? I'm probably wrong. Anyway, that's not important. What's important is the fact we get alcohol. That's cool. All the girls seem to want to get drunk, dunno why, I frankly don't care. I wanna dance. A lot. And ice cream would be cool too. And kitties. And... what was I thinking about? Was there dancing in ice cream? Oh, well...

"It's so cool to finally get out from that hotel!" Ahh, Tiara. And see? I know it's Tiara, because London never talks and London's a brunette whereas Tiara is blond. Or was London blonde and talked a lot? Damn. I forgot again. Why can't these twins just write their name on their forehead so I would know who I'm talking with? It would be so much easier. All people could write their name on their foreheads, or at least wear a chain thingy with their name, like I do...

"You're Tiara, right?" She giggles and nods. Heh, I remembered right! I'm so good! Twenty more tries and I will maybe actually manage to remember her name without asking again, what it was... Did that made sense? What made sense? What sense? Damn, lost the thought again. Happens with me excessively often.

"I haven't gone out dancing for... forever." She looks excited. Not that I blame her, I'm excited too, I haven't really had time for parties lately and this is a great way to relax. I should find Lily, I know she's something here. I actually saw her few minutes ago and I actually think she said where she'll be, but... I don't remember. I'm sure one can see everything from the dance floor...

"Come on, let's go dancing." I say pulling... Tiara?... to the dance floor. "Hey, you're Tiara, right?"

This is SO cool! I love parties! Of course this one could use some guys in it too, but ok, I can live as it is, as long as we get to have some fun. I haven’t been on real party since... Well, I don’t remember since when but I’m pretty sure it has been some time. So this? So very cool! I like it. Parties are so much fun!

I wonder if I have told Zoe I love her idea of this party thing. I wonder if I have talked with Zoe at all... Ahh, well, I will tonight, because... Party! SO cool! I love parties. Did I say that already? I don’t think I did. Well, I do love them. The parties. I’m repeating, aren’t I? Ok, I’ll shut up now.

I look hot. I mean, really. Look at me! All cute and stuff. I’m very much ready for partying and slaying too. She said to take the stakes. Or maybe she didn’t. I took it anyway, you never can know when some evil vampish person attacks. Anyway, I am all cool with that, because I have dressed perfectly for both slaying and partying. Yay! Party!

Not all of us are going… or do I need to say coming? I don’t get grammar... London stayed at the hotel but Tiara’s coming, and yes, I can actually tell which is which. I learned! Took me only a week to finally figure out that London has got brown but Tiara blond hair. See? I’m good!

Serine’s coming. I haven’t got a clue why as no one who’s going to this party gig likes her, I actually think that the only persons who do like Serine are Amanda and London and they both stayed at the hotel. So why Serine couldn’t stay too? I wouldn’t have been mind at all...

“This is sucha cool idea!” I tell Zoe as I walk up to her. “Parties are cool!”

Brandon gave me money for manicure, which is not what I wanted as I wished for him himself make me the manicure, but ok, the money will do too. I wonder if he knows that he will need to pay for some more manicures. Like Tiara's. Well, yeah, ok, I admit, I think she did her one already, but I still think Brandon should pay for it. He was the one who ruined all of our nails, wasn't he? Blame Brandon. That's my new motto.

Speaking of Tiara, I wonder how she is. I head her yelling at her mother, but that's kinda normal I think. I usually yell at my mom and she yells at me. Doesn't all families does that? I wouldn't know. Or remember. No fun. But I am taking my pills as all good, little girls should. Can't really remember if I took my pills today, though... Probably did. Or maybe didn't.

I have Amber here. It's all cool. Melissa drops her here when she goes to work and then picks her up on her way home. And pays me. Money is good, but I would probably do this for free too. Ambs is fun to have around; she isn't like the rest of little brats I have babysat. Amber's actually normal. Bit bouncy but I find that a good thing.

"Boo!" God! That kid loves playing peekaboo. And with me it is easy, I admit, I never remember where I have looked and where I haven't. And I think I have hide in the same place for the last three times, I can't really remember. Ahh, well, life's a scary thing to have.

"How about food?" I ask Amber as I walk downstairs. I don't bother to see if she's fallowing me. She always is. Kids are the best pets ever.

I cannot believe Brandon woke me up this early to make me go and clean the hotel. This sucks! I hate cleaning. Even more? I have no idea how one cleans! We had maids! Well, ok, one maid, but still, I have never ever cleaned. And frankly? I’m not planning to start doing that now neither! I doubt Giles said to Brandon that we all need to clean. It’s really not like we all would be the ones who sleeps with Giles slayer. Go Brandon! Oh, hell, I think I just broke a nail. This SO sucks! Well, at least I get only to wash the windows; poor London gets to wash the floors. Or is that Tiara?

I wonder where Lily is. She was upset yesterday what will the all Andy thing and Connor missing thing. And yeah, so sue me if I have no idea what was wrong with Andy. Of course, Lily did tell me but that does not mean I remember. Anyway... Connor. I wonder what in hell is wrong with him. The night we met him? He looked like shit. I hope he calls Lily soon, poor girl is crazy with the worries. Connor isn’t really behaving as a good boyfriend should. I shall tell him that when he gets back from being crazy. If I remember what I wanted to say to him. What did I want to say to him?

“You missed a spot.” Oh, great, Serine. Exactly what I needed to ruin my mood even more. Hey! Why isn’t she cleaning?! She more looks like leaving... hey, look it rhymed!... Where is she going? “It’s called college, Elizabeth, something that with your powers of thinking you will never manage to get in.” Bitch! I SO will get in college! Or maybe I won’t. She’s right, my memory gets the best part of me being a good student, but that does not mean she needs to say that!

“Fuck off, Serine.” I snap at her and she only chuckles. Bitch! At least she’s leaving now. Good. I can go back to cleaning. Anything is better than talking with her. Except maybe cleaning. Damn! I so hate cleaning!